I got up at 5.30 to finish this quilt top. I've been working on it for a while, and I wanted to steal some time for me to finish it. I'm calling my quilt "Catharsis" because I used all the scraps from the various bits of my journey over the last few months. I had the pink from the "It's ok to be feminine" quilt, and the orange and grey from the "Keep with the process bag" and some other stuff too. I ended up using all the greys from the "Grey day" quilt too. I resisted using them at first, but then I found that as I did, the colours blended together, and I made peace with myself over that part of the journey. It's kind of hard to explain, but Catharsis is a process of finding healing by making things, and it certainly works for me! The result is a very striking quilt, full of precious pieces. I'm absolutely thrilled with it. Here are the lessons I learnt as I worked...
- You have to look again at the hard places and see how they fit in the big picture.
- You need to develop new skills to make progress.
- You have to make peace with your fears.
- You have to make peace with your past.
- Nothing is wasted, even the ugly bits.
- You need to use all the pieces you have to make a whole picture.
- No point hanging on to old stuff, it can suit a whole different purpose in its new role.
- You have to have faith in the designer.
- It doesn't matter if others are future on that you, as long as you keep on with the process.
- You can cheer the others on, but nothing beats doing it yourself.
- One day all the lessons you've learnt will come together and make sense.
- Not till the end will you see the whole picture.
- Others can have exactly the same instructions and end up with a completely different result. That's ok.